Piece of my life..

Pas kelas gov,, kita ada assignment di kompi lab gtu.. gw bukannya ngerjain malah browsing.. *gubrak* gw ngeliat2 poto2 gw di gallery gw yang tersebar dimana2.. (kayak ada banyak ajeh..)

Lalu,, gw kangen sama moto2 lagih.. sbenernya gw pengen moto2 lagih.. tapi gw gak ada photoshop dan gw males nyari photoshop.. huhuhu.. plus juga,, gw lagi seru banget maen online game yang di perkenalkan oleh si piendhy.. (Piendhy lagi khan setannya) huhuhu.. guah bingung.. taon ini gw bener2 cuti banget lah dari moto2..
Lagian,, emank lagi banyak banget kerjaan skola juga sieh. banyak guru2 yang gak berkeprimurid-an..

Kangen ajeh masa2 santai gw dolo.. moga2 ada waktu lagi gw sante2 kali yah.. huhu..

story.. story..

Ok2.. about to sleep.. tapi gw mao mengabadikan momen hidup gw kmaren.. ehh,, kmaren apa 2 hari yang lalu yaa..

jadee sore2 khan gw lagi online.. trus skitar jem 3 sore waktu US.. temen gw manggil2.. di msn. si ricky.. trus gw bingung donk.. subuh2 di indo.. weekday.. kok tuh anak udah bangun?? ada bencana apaan??trus dia ngomongnya ngaco2 gtu.. well,, ya normal sieh.. soalnya dia khan ngaco molo.. BUAHHAHAH..
trus kite telponan lewat msn.. ternyata ada si yuda dsono..

Ngobrol lah kite ber3.. Aneh.. ada yang aneh.. Yuda jadi banyak ngomong,, dia banyak cerita gtu.. padahal mr cool itu khan jarang ngomong.. huekekekke.. kalo gak di panas2in dia bakal milih dieeemm ajah..
Lalu karena ricky juga mayan ngaco gw menarik kesimpulan kalo mreka bdua lagi aneh.. dan gw nanya “Lu bdua abis minum ye??” trus mreka ktawa2.. -.-
ternyata mreka abis dr ultah party temen2 dan pada minum baru pulang subuh.. ya oloo…. temen2 gw udah pada gede.. heuekkekeke..

gw bener2 baru pernah denger yuda tipsy,, soalnya dia tuh biasanya the kind of guy yang minum secukupnya dan lebih milih buat jadi supir yang awake.. dan ternyata pas die tipsy die lucuuuu banget..!!! sumpahhh.. dia bawell.. apa karena itu dia kagak pernah mao minum banyak2? (btw,, gis,, u seriously should see when he’s tipsy,, he’s cute..) hahaha.. sumpahh..

Anyway,, enak yee hidup.. hahaa. pulang pagi,, skip kelas.. hahha… I wish i could’ve join themm..!!
udah lama gak ngobrol sama smuanya nieh..
Masing pada sibukk.. guah sibuk skola,, tuh kunyuk2 pada sibuk skola apa party sieh.. huekekekekke.. dan ce2 oz itu juga pada ape kabarnye siehh. hahaha… kapan kite ktemuaann……………….

kalo kita ngumpul.. gw janji,, gw mao dah di ajak banyak2an minumm.!!! gw pasti menang,, kita banyak2an minum kopi yee.. hauahahhahahah… geloo ahhhhhhhh……..

udeh ahh ngantuk.. hihi..

bad mood?

It’s been a while since I have the mood to blog..

I’m not in a good mood right now.. well,, after these exhausting days.. I finally get some times to breathe.. I don’t have that much homework.. Which I could sit back, read some book or watch some tv.. or even sleep.. since I really need to catch up on my sleep.. ><

But..! I can’t.. I mean it’s nobody’s fault.. well,, some church ppl are practicing music outside.. which I can hear very well the sound.. I was thinking to sleep early.. I couldn’t.. so well,, just a bit upset.. but ok lah.. I’m listening on gabe Bondoc.. Viva lavida,, my fave.. with some other background I still could hear.. haha..

Honestly I’m very very tired and sleepy right now.. but I’m gonna be able to sleep anyway.. wondering when are gonna be done.. >< I have a frickin’ early class tomorrow.. ><

and you know what,, I guess it’s the global cooling.. hahah.. It’s early October.. but in teh morning it’s like freezing..!!! crazyy..!! feels liek winter..!! that would be cool if in winter there would be snow in calif,, but creepy at the same time.. haha..

anyway.. hoaaaaaaa…… It’s oct alreadyy..!!!! mean xmas is coming soon?? goshh..!!! and 2010 is coming up too.. well,, I should be happy.. meaning I’m almost done with high school.. no actually sad..!! I kinda wanna stay in HS.. hahaha.. I love it..

Happy B’day MOM..!!

No offense to my mom.. not trying to offend her or anything but since four years a go I’ve always wanted to delete October 4th from my life.. and until today I still wish to do so..

I honestly don’t really know why,, or maybe I do and one more person does.. I’m just trying to run away from the real life.. anyway my life feel surreal anyway..

dunno,, weird..

Thank You

and I miss your voice too..

Albom’s New Fan..

I finished the book “The Five People You Meet in Heaven”, yesterday. It was a book written by a dude named Mitchel Albom.

And now,, I’m half way on reading “Tuesdays with Morrie” and I tell you what.. I love Albom, I love the way he share the stories and the hidden meaning in his books..

I think, if Morrie could see how successful Mitch deliver his messages through the book,, Morrie would be so happy.. I wish Morrie could see,, how we, the people who loves the book Tuesdays with Morrie,, really want to see him,, and just a small chat.. Mitch succeed on telling us who Morrie was and how great was he..

I’m not even done yet with that book,, but I love it already. I couldn’t stop reading,, I keep delaying my school assignment and read the book, it’s addicting.. All Morrie’s quotes,, lectures,, and lessons,, they are all addicting..

I wish in my afterlife, I would get to chat with Morrie,, just a couple minutes would be fine..

on track..

Kadang susah ya buat hidup di dunia baru.. walo gw dsini kagak baru2 banget.. I mean the friends.. hahaha..

Back in Indo,, my best friends know me well.. they know exactly how I have a really bad temper.. I mean,, when I’m pissed,, I’m pissed.. and what they do is just shut up and listen.. karena saat gw marah dan kesel.. gw buakal tambah keki kalo ada orang yang nyoba ceramah.. atau kalo tuh orang nyuruh gw diem gw bakal tambah kesel lagih.. hauhaha.. *lagian,, orang lagi kesel kok nguarin uneg2 malah di omelin*

Gw juga tend to swear a lot pass gw kesel.. smakin kasar kata2nya artinya gw smakin panas.. hahaha.. dan temen2 gw biasanya cuma diam dan tersenyum paling end upnya ngomong “Iya chel,, udah..” sampe gw tenang banget baru di cari solusi.. tapi pas gw lagi keki mreka gak bakal interupt uneg2nya guah.. mao gw ngomong sekasar apaaaapunn mreka bakal senyum2 ajah…

Tapi,, dsini beda yaa.. hihihi.. pas gw swearing,, orang mikir gw kasar banget.. padahal gw swearing kagak tiap hari.. dan somewhat temen2 gw disni kyk swearing tuh kyk dosa beraatttt banget.. hihi… and saat gw kesel dan swearing,, gw malah di ceramahin.. ya makinn keki lahh yaaaa..

anyway,, yeaa I’m ok.. at least stelah gw tau kalo dell bakal work on my laptop and try to get it fixed..
trus,, kelas2 gw gw mayan dah get it gmana ngaturnya dan cara blajarnya.. banyaks ieh cuma yeaa.. one more year chell.. hihi..

Tapi ada other prob.. bukan prob gmana banget sieh.. gw cuma dapet stressnya doank,, gak bisa ngapa2in anyway.. KAKI ADE GUAH PATAH.. kagak tau gmana critanya.. cuma yes dia di gips.. and gw ngerti dia mungkin frustrated,, dia tuh nangis dan pengen gunting gipsnya.. dan pergi gak mao pake tongkat,, which is bad.. ya tugas gw skarang mesti pinter2an ngyuruh dia tetep pake gipsnya dan pake tongkatnyaa..

moga2 dia cepet sembuh dehh.. huhu..

As Patient as I can be..

I don’t know what’s happening in my life now/today/this second..

If I wanna just go out there and like yell at someone I hate.. and like pissed and tell them I to stop bitching out or like don’t be a douche bag I could..
But I;m thinking that God is testing me right now,, this second,, this time.. and I have to pas this test and get an A on it.. I mean,, it’s tough but that’s what life is anyway..

Honestly i’m so tired and overwhelmed now.. and I hella fell like punching that someone in the face right now.. hufff…

yayyy for Juve..!!

It’s been awhile since the last time I watched a full match soccer game..

This morning,, I watched Lazio-Juventus..
It was fun,, it was hella fun.. I don’t really know the players that much… I only knew treze n Buffon.. LOL.. coz lately I don’t really watch soccer,, but It was really fun.. the spirit,, the yelling,, the tense..

But it’s bad tho… coz when I watch soccer game I tend to swear more.. hihihi.. and yeaa.. I did.. LOL

anyways,, Juve won.. it was all good..

my stoopidity..

I was upset.. hella upset.. it happened twice..

I thought if  I do stuffs I love that would help.. and it did help.. I on-aired and that helped a lot.. I’m kindof ok now.. well,, better.. and drank a can of cold coffee,, which made my day even moreee better..
but my stoppidity,, and my excitement made on on-air for 4 hours.. which was fabulous and good.. but I ended up forgetting my dinner.. and no my stomach is hella hurts..
and can’t do anything.. I ate the medicine or I should say my dinner,, cuz I have no appetite at all..

and I just realize.. I’m back to my old habit,, this is me when I’m upset.. and abusing my self.. I know i’ve to stop it but I can’t.. I just have to stop being upset.. huff..