Christmas Wishes..

Everybody have their own xmas wishes.. I do have some..

For someone whom I really want to meet.. “All I want for Xmas is you..!!”

For my family “I really wish that they are always healthy, be blessed and I also wish that I could meet them soon”

For my best friend “I wish they have a great xmas and also be blessed”

For my enemy “I wish I could forgive them so then,, I’ve no enemy anymore”

For me, my self “I wish,, I could be a better person.. I wish I could be as strong as  barriers so when the wave hit me,, I will stand still in the ocean of life.. I really thank God, That still can celebrate xmas.. Thanks for the blessing.. I’ve something that I really want somehow.. I just want someone who is really close to me, so then we can spend sometimes together.. I wish I could meet that someone sometimes soon.. I feel I’m in the middle of no where with my friens have already their ‘friends’. They don’t leave me, they just have someone.. I wish I happy a merry xmas..”

Another Radio Thingy..

I’ve been so busy these day.. my study has been so tiring.. It’s really hard for me to manage the time between my study and the radio. I tried my best to still do good in both.

Yesterday my friend asked me to help him on his radio. It’s a new radio. He just made it like a week a go.  I really want to help him.. Then I asked zenk as my bos in kaskus radio. If he doesn’t let me I won’t. I asked him and he said up to me..

I thought my friend asked me to be help him to be a Dj but he asked me to manage the radio. So, I’m the one who make the rules and stuffs coz it is a new radio so they have no rules and Djs yet. I made the rules and application and stuffs. I tried to on air in that radio yesterday. So,, I did..

I’m so happy especially coz my friend believe me to take care of his radio. Although it’s still a small radio I am really happy coz I ever think to the one who take care of a radio. It’s not a big radio max listener only 15 if we have more than 15 listener the server will banned us..

This radio is under a community forum.. ngefakta.myfastforum.org I’m a member in this forum it made by my friend.. Almost all the member of this forum is our friend so we know each other.

Oh,, I forgot to tell you the name of the radio is NF Radio..  I hope I will do good..

Pussiingggg…!!!

a friend: Chel,, r u okay?

chel: uhhmm.. not really.. why??

a friend: gpp,, u kliatannya cape gtu..

chel: ohh,, emank..

a friend: knapa?

chel: mikirin kelas..!! gw bingung mau ambil apa?? -.-

a friend: lho? bukannya milih2 ntu nanti bulan mei?

chel: emank..

a friend: truss?

chel: bulan maei khan gw banyak tanding,, gak bisa mikir lagi,, ya skarang ajah biar gak pusing2 lagi..

a friend: ohh..

itu yang lagi stuck di otak gw.. kelas..!! taon depan gw kpikiran ambil 2 science.. yaitu AP Chemistry and Physic honor.. masalahnya..!! dua kelas itu kelas yang advance.. kelas AP Chem,, mesti dapet rekomendasi dr guru chem gw skarang.. gw yakin,, gw bisa dapet rekomendasi,, scara nilai gw termasuk memuaskan skarang.. chem honor,, gw yakin bisa masuk.. khan pas smp gw dah di jejelin sama fisika..

nah masalahnya.. kelas itu tuh masuknya butuh rekomendasi smua,, gw yakin gw bisa dapet rekomendasinya.. Tapi,, itu khan artinya kelasnya susa2 banget.. kalo dalam staon gw ambil tuh kelas,, kuat? blon lagi mathnya gw ambil yang honor juga..!! pre cal khan honor tuh.. gw lagi bingung banget.. cuma kalo gw ambil 3 klas honor,, GPA gw bisa di atas 4.. dmana itu bagus banget,, buat nyari univ nanti..

gw bingunggg bangett.. kalo skarang gw gak bisa mutusin,, artinya mei gw bakal bingung.. and it is not good.. soalnya mei itu bulan2 aktif dan sibuk gw gtu.. gw lagi dilema..bukan dilema deh,, lagi mumed.. gw gak tw mana yang mesti gw pilih.. gw yakin2 ajah bisa ngejalanin,, tapi kalo nilainya ancurkan gpa gw juga ancur,, truss gw gak bisa masuk kampus yang bagus deh.. gw jd bingung sendiri.. lagi mikir2 sama nanya2 dr kmaren nieh..

soalnya yang jadi masalah juga,, gw gak tw mau major apaan.. bgw kepikiran masuk komunikasi.. soalnya gw doyan ngomong.. tapi di laen sisi, gw demen sama chemsitry tapi gw gak demen fisika sama bio.. jd gmana donk.. any idea ??