A little girl
There are several things stuck in my mind.. I want to write about those things,, but I can’t..
I want to write,, my fingers just can’t stop typing,, but I have no ideo what to write.. Am I in a good mood? I wanna say,, no.. am I in bad mood? not eitther.. I guess I’m just bored.. I need something that can make me smile..
My friends,, they have their ‘fun’.. actually,, I guess their already have someone to play with or something.. I’m not sure..
I just feel someone that usually spend our time together,, slowly walk away from my world.. it is not because we are fighting.. It just because she has her maybe I say her love..
My best friend in Indo,, we can just chat online or talk,, but we can’t do that much..
Yea,, I guess I feel lonely..
in my cold room,, with my PC.. I want to continue writing my novel,, I just can’t.. I know what the nest thing I need to write but my finger won’t type it.. there is something missing.. I’m trying to figure oput what is that something..
I wanna scream,, so then I can express what I have in my mind..
I wanna spike the volley ball.. so then I can just let evrything out..
I wanna laugh,, I miss the time when I could laugh without thingking those craps..
and I wanna cry.. so then,, everyone can see, I’m not as strong as they thought.. I’m just a lil’ girl who is lonely,, missing her families and friends.. I ain’t as strong as a stone as they thought.. I am really just a little girl..
+00002008-01-28T13:34:22+00:00312008bUTCMon, 28 Jan 2008 13:34:22 +0000 10, 2007 at 7:50 pm01
well, I think many of us who live abroad, far from our families do feel lonely. Especially living in california without a car, is just the worst feeling.
I also experienced it first hand on the 2nd year and 3rd year being in the US. Far from friends, I had to make new friends. There were no indonesian friends I could hang around with, so I have to REALLY be friends to whoever I met in High School. But, after the 3rd year, it starting to go away. I met different girls, dated them, busy with school and hobbies… and then my loneliness started to fade away.
Many girls that I know, to cope with their loneliness, they bought a cat/dog/hamster/or any pet for that matter to be busy and to have something/someone that they could be with. So, it is great that you started a responsibility to take your mind off from daily school-work / any routines that you have on your plate.
A girl I know, she had 2 cats, and living by herself, she coped with loneliness somehow.
but yeah, sometimes .. especially when we’re lonely, we wanted someone to hear us, to have a connection with us, to cry and laugh… and if you’re lucky, someone to also love in a romantic way.
Well, you can always call me anytime girl.
I know I have stuff to do, responsibilities, work…. but… yeah.. when I’m lonely… I do call you as well =D
anyways… take care …. and say hi to Cannon for me, ok?
+00002008-01-28T15:21:55+00:00312008bUTCMon, 28 Jan 2008 15:21:55 +0000 10, 2007 at 7:50 pm01
yea..
but.. when I was in Indo I used to hang out with lotsa friends..
I have hella lot of friends in Indo..
so,, it’s just weird when I’m staying alone at home during the weekend..
haha..
ntil yesterday i decided to buy a new hamster..
btw,, his name is Canon..!!
one N ..!!
+00002008-01-28T17:55:26+00:00312008bUTCMon, 28 Jan 2008 17:55:26 +0000 10, 2007 at 7:50 pm01
anyways, yeah.. in indo.. i have HUGE VARIETY of friends. I mean.. the longest friend that I have, I met since kindergarten. so, I know where you’re coming from.
but, it is certainly a different lifestyle in the US (especially in california) and also, the culture shock may not be so visible, but it is something new that tends to make us miss our home country.
okay.. say hi to canon for me ok? haha
(not sure why I wrote “cannon” with 2 Ns.
+00002008-01-30T23:30:21+00:00312008bUTCWed, 30 Jan 2008 23:30:21 +0000 10, 2007 at 7:50 pm01
hi chel
finally i post a comment..
bahasa indo aja ah malu sama yg lain kalo inggrisnya ancur..
chel kalo lagi lonely kan tinggal login YM nya trus bakal ketemu gw, koko albert, koko romie, om imam… hehehe cuma ya i know lebih enak kalo ada temen yg secara fisik ada ya…
gmana kalo ubah budaya classmatenya chel aja jadi kayak di indo.. jadi suka hangout bareng, chit chat bersama.. bahkan bisa juga kan ajak temen2 ke suatu tempat trus ajak foto2.. pasti menyenagkan deh.. karena gw di jkt juga gitu.. kalo lagi kesepian ajak aja temen2 ke mana gitu trus foto2 aja haha dari gaya cool sampe jijay
“life is a mind game” kalo chel pikir bahwa dunia ini sepi ya jadinya beneran berasa tuh sepinya dunia ini.. TP kalo chel merasa ini sepi tp u think out of the box alias merubah dari sepi it ujadi rame, contohnya contact ur friend buat temenin chel jalan, atau foto2, atau sekedar nongkrong aja.
Ya mungkin itu pola pikir karena culture gw di indo ya chel, ga tahu kalo di saya yg katanya individual.. cuma kalo liat di pelem2 sepertinya maish ada tuh yg nge -gank, yg hang out bareng kayak gitu.
Perbedaan budaya sich emang pasti kaget ya. beda banget pastinya. kayak org bule ke indo pasyti dia bilang org indo ramah2, tetapi kalo sesama indonesia sich merasa biasa aja.. Jadi ya dibiasa2in aja nanti juga biasa..
panjang sekali nih kayaknya ya…
ya welcome to DPMP ya chel.
and talk in english ya di ceting… coz i have to practice my english..
kalo lagi bosen ceting aja, kan u know i have nothing to do di kantor
salam putih abu2 chel..
HAHAHAHAHAHA…
+00002008-01-31T10:48:38+00:00312008bUTCThu, 31 Jan 2008 10:48:38 +0000 10, 2007 at 7:50 am01
bwakakakkaaaa
hi there lill’ girl
kondisi kayak gitu kan gak sampe selamanya
enjoy ajalah
mumpung ada kesempatan ngerasain dunia laen di luar Indo kita tercinta ini
yawda….cari cowo gih biar gak boring
:siul: