07-08 LHS Red, White, and Blue Award..

Michella ******* is a pleasure to have in class. SHe is highly intelligent, compassionate, and a talented writer. MIchella works very hard in class and her grade reflect this. She participates actively in class discussions and often has key insights into a work of literature that might have other wise gone unnoticed. Michella is also very compassionate. She is more than willing to help her fellow students and work well in all kind of group situations. As a result her fellow students look up to herand really like her! Finally, MIchella is a talented writer. Her writing skills have steadily improved over the year and I often call her to share her work as a model for other students. It is my privilege to nominate Michella ******* for this year’s Red, White, and Blue Award for Sheltered World Literature.

Thx God for another Red, White, and Blue Award,, *speechless*Thx to my teacher Mrs. Hibbert for nominating me this cool award.. I never feel that I did good in her class.. I feel like,, many other students speak in English way better than me or write way better essay than me.. I’ve tried my best,, what I did this whole boring year is to get this award.. :p Thx to all of my English teacher and one of my lovely biology teacher,, Mrs. Alonzo who made become like this today.. They all support me,, they help me,, the are cheering me up whenever I’m down.. This really boosts up me willingness to learn more and more things..

Maybe if you read my status in Y!M couple of days I posted “I wish English were my first language..” Why? I loooveee to read,, I looveee to write.. I’m trying to do all my reading and my writing in English.. I ever wonder to be a novelist or a journalist.. I really wish I could write a column in a newspaper.. I felt this way because last week I went to this epic meeting, epic is a school newspaper..
I was thinking to join them as the photographer.. but I couldn’t ‘coz photographer also needs to write articles.. I just feel bad.. As an English learner, I’m really scared to dare to join it.. I was thinking, “What would I write?”; “Can they deal with my poor English?”; or “Am I going to survive there?” and I finally decided not to take it.. I wish I could be a great writter as Mrs. HIbbert wishes and I hope that my English will improve so then I will have more confident to do things like writer or so..

Last but not least.. Today was the first time I played for Varsity #2.. Karen assigned me new partner and we worked really well together and we end up winning the game today,, with hecka lots of effort.. and I’m happy that I can prove that I can do a lot more..

Today is one of the best day ever in my life.. I got two things today.. If it’s not becoz of God,, My lovely family,, my friends,, my schoolmates,, and my teachers,, I’m like no one in this whole world..

Note to my self.. :p :D  : Waaayyyyyyyy too goooo CheL… I know it,, you can do thiss..!! English? Badminton?? piece of cakee laaaaaaa… hahahhahaa.. yayyy for me…

VS Gunn…!!

today is one of our big match.. Gunn.. from their name is sounds scary.. My coach were mad at me and my partner since like last weak.. Did I tell you this? she said we are getting worst.. Gunn will be a trouble for us.. Do I think so?! not at all.. I’m not scared at ‘em.. for me they are still a piece of cake.. one more hour.. I’m gonna be on the court,, fighting..

He is goin’ to be there.. He is goin’ to watch me play.. I don’t want him to see me.. I’ll be hella nervous.. I feel sory for him.. I unpurposely throw a white out to his table,, it hit his finger (there was a scar on his finger) and it started bleeding.. I ran out to my locker to get tissues and band aid.. I felt really really bad.. although he said it’s ok.. huwh..

I need to win today.. I must win against themm..

Happy Story..

thx to my buddy dani_dee stela dia menjadi orang trakhir yang chat sama gw sbelom gw tidur smalem.. thx juga jadi salah satu orang yang gak mikir gw lagi jatuh cinta saat gw bilang demen lagu sempurna kmaren.. hahaha..

jatuh cintaa… beratt booo… gw lagi gak mao jatuh cinta,, oengen sieh ktemu orang yang bisa bikin gw jatuh cinta.. tapi emanknya enak jatuh cinta..!? makan,, mikirin dia,, mandi,, mikirin dia,, di kelas,, di kamar mandi,, di gym,, di wc,, di mana mikirin dia.. emanknya dia sapa sampe di pikirin!? ahhaha.. gak ahh,, saia belum mau jatuh cinta.. haha.. Lagu sempurna punya satu arti ajah ttg sesuatu yang gw gak sadarin.. yang bikin gw demen dan nyaman denger lagu itu.. dan semoga apa ayang gw bayangin setiap gw denger lagu itu bisa jadi kenyataan.. apa yang gw bayangin..!? rahasia keluarga :p

yang pasti tiap gw denger lagu itu gw brasa heppi dan gara2 kmaren sharian denger lagu itu,, gw masih hepi sampe skarang.. and sperti yang dani bilang,, enjoy the song ajah.. enjoy the happiness everytime I listen to the song..

Jarang2 gw masuk melewatui campus2 yang membosankan dengan langkah happy.. campus,, haha.. yeaa,, we used to call it campus here.. jalan dengan happy.. gw excited banget bwt taon depan sieh,, terutama karena gw ambil kelas2 yang baru yang gw pengen tau.. truss.. gw mao bwt photography club jadi sesuatu yang mengesankan bwt  gw..

sumpa,, gw lagi happy.. walo td semped sakit perut dan kelaperan sebentar.. hahaha…

niwe,, happy dayy….

I love you..

I do,,

I really do..

Yuvie & The Nuno - Menjaga Hati

masih tertinggal bayanganmu
yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
hujan tanpa henti seolah pertanda
cinta tak di sini lagi
kau tlah berpaling

reff:
biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini, ohh
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
kau menjauh, aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

masih adakah cahaya rindumu
yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
meski ku lihat kini
kau di seberang sana

repeat reff

andai akhirnya
kau tak juga kembali
aku tetap sendiri
menjaga hati

repeat reff [3x]

sejujurnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Andra & the backbone - Sempurna

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

*
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Reff:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

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another bullshit..!?

I’m honestly kinda piss right now.. why? oh well another stupid story..

She asked me “Wanna play monopoli?” (FYI: monopoli is my fave board game)
I said “Aren’t you going to play bowling?”
she said “I decided not to,, wanna play monopoli?”
I said “yea,, sure.. I’ve nothing to do anyway..”

SO,, I waited for her.. I watched movie called sisterhood and travelling pants or so..

She came,, she went to the bathroom,, Iguess her BF waited outsite I was wondering why didn’t he come in.. aren’t we goin’ to play monopoli? I went to my room,, I let the door open..
Guess what? I saw her walked away outsite,, and she is gone.. She hasn’t come back yet..

Piss? mad? I’m sick off it..
I’m trying not to care.. let them do whatever they want lar..

She changes a lot.. she really does.. I’m not the only one who notice it..

 

Friday,, morning..

Gloomy morning..
A friend of mine just called me.. he said he just broke up.. First,, he didn’t wanna tell what’s his prob.. But lately he told me why.. That’s sad..

Now,, I’m listening to DJ Kazu,, our senior DJ.. I’m excited for our DJ parade tomorrow morning.. ‘coz I’ll be on air and hopefully there will be a lot of listeners..

btw, I’m hecka hungry..!!! hahaha.. I didn’t eat that much yesterday.. weird thing is,, I could do my diet if I don’t have badminton. but If I’ve badminton practice,, I would gain my appetite.. ‘coz when I’m tired I’ll eat more then usual.. haha.. and lost 2 pounds in 2 days..!!!! hahaha.. kinda happy..

niwe,, wanna eat..!! hecka hungry..!! listening house music..!! whoooo..

I hope,, all the people who is sad right now will be happy..

drive?? easy..!?

FInally,, I sat on the driver’s seat.. Turned on the engine,, and drove.. hahaha.. Before,, I used to warm up my moms car but she never let me drive..

Today,, Chris taught me how to drive.. and I did for the first time..!! well,, it was an automatic car,, not the stick one but still!! I was so excited.. I mean.. I always wanna drive.. but no one let me.. actually,, parents..  it was one and a half hour.. I was hecka nervous.. when I pressed the pedal for the first time,, I didn’t do it gentle ’coz I’ve never done it before.. and after like,, half an hour.. I got better..  btw,, I was in my school parking lot.. there were couple cars,, but not that much.. yea.. I drove around.. tried to pass the bump.. it was kinda hard.. hard to brake smoothly.. hehe..

After I was comfortable with it.. I tried to park (no cars besides) it was hecka hard..!!! I tried so many times..!! well,, I did perfectly like only twice..  yea… I wasn’t as hard as I thought.. but I was hella nervous for some reasons..

AFter I was done with my lesson.. haha.. I tried to drive for like 40mph.. (for that 1 1/2 hour I was driving only 20mph) but I could.. when I started pressing it harder.. I pressed the brake.. I was too scare.. ok it was done for today..
then chris showed me how to drive like 60 mph not on highway.. he was crazily crazy.. I freaked out..

Thx a lot to chris.. he let me drive his lovely acura.. haha.. I was scare if I did something wrong and hit something.. he would murder me.. hahahhaha. JKJK.. and yeaa… thx to him lahhh… coz,, finallyy..!!!!!!! I’m kinda happy todayy..!!

Girls: “Guys,, understand us more..!!”

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stare’s at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit’s you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she start’s cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she’s quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignore’s you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pull’s away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she’s scared
[ Protect her ]

When she lay’s her head on your shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steal’s your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she tease’s you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she look’s at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she say’s that she like’s you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grab’s at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]

When she bump’s into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tell’s you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]