Archive for July, 2009

Pemerintah Indonesia amat tidak bijaksana..

Posted in my thought on +00002009-07-29T03:19:17+00:00312009bUTCWed, 29 Jul 2009 03:19:17 +0000 10, 2007 by just4chel

I think Indonesian Government is ridiculously unwise..!!

Thanks to mivo.tv gw bisa nonton channel2 Indo dari sini..
Gw nonton berita di RCTI, lalu ada berita tentang orang2 yang sudah 7 tahun tinggal di sebelah TPU di gusur begitu saja tanpa pemberitahuan..!! mereka dateng out of no where dan mengusir paksa orang2 disana dan menghancurkan gubuk2 mereka..

Why unwise?? Mereka seharusnya memberi pemberitahuan beberapa minggu sebelumnya, sehingga mereka bisa mencari tempat tinggal setelah mereka digusur.. Atau paling nggak memberi beberapa waktu untuk mereka pack up.
Ada seorang anak SD yang pagi itu dia sedang ada di kelas. D buku2nya terbenam dibawah hancurnya gubuknya,, karena da tidak sempat membereskan buku2..
Did the government think about that???? WTF was that??

Dan dimana mereka akan tinggal setelah itu??? Tidaklah seharusnya mereka bertanggug jawab akan dimana mereka tinggal?? Kenapa nggak sebelum mereka menggusur mereka paling nggak pemerintah mencari tempat penampungan sementara untuk mereka dulu, jadi mereka nggak jadi ‘homeless’..

Kenapa mereka gegabah melakukan pembersihan,, tanpa memikirkan akibatnya??

I really hate to say this,, but that’s one of the reason why I don’t really want to go back to Indonesia.. I probably would see stuffs like that almost everyday and I would feel really bad for the people. And I don’t want to see that kind of thing for the rest of my life.. I don’t want to be lead by dumb, unwise, and unthoughtful government..

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Update..
Ok, belom gitu lama gw amazed dan gak percaya sama berita di atas.. Gw lanjut nonton dan ada ada berita tentang penutupan gedung sekolah. Jadi murid2nya gak bisa masuk, karena di jaga polisi. Gw gak jelas kenapa sekolah itu di tutup tapi ini bukan pertama kalinya ada penutupan dan rencana penutupan sekolah di Indonesia..

Beberapa tahun lalu di jakarta juga ada kejadian demikian dimana sebuah gedung sekolah di tutup dan rencananya akan di bangun sebuah pusat perbelanjaan..
Dan Gw rasa mereka gak BUTA dan SADAR dan TAU kalo pusat perbelanjaan di Jakarta itu sudah keterlaluan banyaknya..

Pemerintah nggak mikir tentang pendidikan, bukannya ikut membela para pelajar agar mereka bisa terus menuntut ilmu biar generasi2 anak2 bangsa berikutnya bisa semakin pintar.. Tapi gak tau gimana cara berpikir para pemerintah lebih mementingkan uang dari pada pendidikan. Dan gw juga nggak ngerti cara berpikir para boss2 yang bangun mall2.. APA MEREKA JUGA BUTA?? kagak liat mall di Jakarta udah seberapa banyaknya?? emang orang Indonesia sekaya apa bisa belanja setiap saat?? apa guna mall2 itu?? dan stoopid pemerintah itu nyetujuin ajah orang2 bikin mall2..

Goshhh..!! gw gak abis pikir sama semua itu.. gw gak tau gimana cara berpikir orang2 yang ada di bangku pemerintahan.. dan mana orang2 yang pada akal sehat dan punya power.. Kenapa mereka milih diam?? berapa sieh mereka di bayar??? Malu nggak sieh mereka? Moralnya apa sieh?? Kenapa orang2 yang pada punya power egoiss??
Instead of bangunin mall2 kepikiran gak sieh mereka buat bangun rumah susun yang harganya murah supaya mengurangi jumlah homeless di Jakarta? Sekali2 kepikiran selalu merauk untung donk,, sesekali memberi. Toh kalo pada mati juga uang2 itu ngak bakal ikut di kubur..

I also hate to say this, after all I’m so upset to know and to be an Indonesian, because I just have to see all of this stuffs.. and I can’t just close my eyes.. I wish that one day I can do something.. hmm..

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diet diet diet..!!

Posted in Uncategorized on +00002009-07-15T01:55:17+00:00312009bUTCWed, 15 Jul 2009 01:55:17 +0000 10, 2007 by just4chel

Pokoknya gw sudah yakin bwt low carb diet.. LOL..
and cheat day nya bukan wiken tapi pas om n tante gw libur.. soalnya kalo mreka libur tuh mreka suka ajak gw makan kuar,, trus kalo di resto kyk hari ini susah kalo mao mesen yang sesuai sama menu gw.. soalnya masa gw udah di bayarin masih milih.. alhasil mau gak mao mesti makan ape ajeh dehh..

Menu besok.. itu moga2 ayam gw jadi tuh.. hari ini gw beli chicken breast boneless n skinless.. abis gw marinade pake bumbu seadanya.. karena gw dah nyari recipe di inet gak ada yang menarik alhasil gw buka pantry dan membumbuin seadanya.. ada lemon fresh squeezed,, ada oregano,, ada parseley,, garlic sama slat,, trus cabe kering.. gw marinade dah tuh semaleman.. bsok either gw bake or gw sautee..  hehe.. jadinya kagak pake nasi/carb laennye..!!!

WHy?? gara2 gw baca artikelnya si gwen stefany yang abis mbrojol 1 taon tru kurus singset ampir sixpack lagi.. kalo kaya trainer nya dia.. buat punya perut singset rada,, kayak atlet itu koncinya 75% diet. intinya sit up itu gak guna kalo makannya gak keru2an.. ya ude deh.. gw coba my best dolo makannya di atur.. kalo dah we’ll see nanti dahh.. hahahha..

hoaaaaaaaaaaaa………………………………………….. ngantuk…  cyaa..

“Smile though your heart is aching..”

Posted in Uncategorized on +00002009-07-09T01:17:32+00:00312009bUTCThu, 09 Jul 2009 01:17:32 +0000 10, 2007 by just4chel

Smile?? though my heart is aching???
Just a lyric from MJ’s fave song…

What if my heart is crying?? crying out loud?? Should I smile?

“They are the best thing that ever come to my life..”

Posted in Diary on +00002009-07-07T21:44:29+00:00312009bUTCTue, 07 Jul 2009 21:44:29 +0000 10, 2007 by just4chel

They are my family.. My 73 years old granma (the only grandparents I have left),, My mom,, my dad and my lil bro,, my uncles and my aunts also their chidren..

They are the color pencils of my life.. They brings color to my boring life.. Even though the color might be dark or bright,, they are still colors and they my stoopid life become colorfull and somewhat beautiful..

My Granma.. She is simply the best cook ever.. I miss her food and I miss her advices.. All of her grandkids have gone through it,, her advices she has given to us.. They are sometimes boring.. but I would love to hear them again.. Now she is laying down on her bed,, real weak.. She couldn’t move,, if she moves her fractured bones would hurt her real bad.. and that hurts me..!! I don’t wanna see her like that.. I couldn’t even imagine that.. She is my energetic and beautiful granma who likes to go out and just hanging out with her family.. Now she is really weak can’t do nothing but laying.. I’m just really sad.. and heard her voice talking about the pain she feels I couldn’t hold it again and I cried.. I miss her so.. I really do..

My one and only hard-working mom.. Many times I told you that I really love her and whatever I’m doung right now is just for her and for her happiness.. I used to be a bad and naughty girl.. I used to make her cry but I realize that she had gone through hell and I want to give her happiness and I want her to smile as if she were in heaven.  She is he reason why I’m doing all of this.. Maybe she looks strict out side but she is the sweetest mom ever.. I misss her so much too,, I wish I could’ve done more things for her.. I know that for know I could do nothing but just do my best at school but one day she definitely smiles proudly for me.. I will make her…

Sometimes I’m just so upset.. real upset because my daddy is different.. He doesn’t like other daddies I know.. What I know,, a daddy would hug his precious daugther after he comes home.. I saw my friend’s daddy kissed her in the car before she went out to school.. I thought a daddy would buy her daugther a cute teddy bear as a christmas present.. He doesn’t do that.. He is different,, He is one of the most quiet person I’ve ever met. We don’t talk a lot.. He doesn’t care about my daily activites,, what I did,, who am I going out with,, or who are my friends.. I once hated him for that reasons because he is different.. Later  realized that,he is the kind of daddy that  want,, the kind of daddy that I love.. He doesn’t whine,, he doesn’t yell at me,, he lets me explore my world without overprotecting me,, while others was asking for weird and expensive gift from US,, he simply asked for chips.. He shows his love by letting me do what I want and protects and loves me with his style.. He almost never bother me,, he does his own thing and rarely asks for my help.. I love him.. I  love the way he loves me.. He is probably the best daddy I could ask for.. .

We fight A LOT..!!! but what’s sweet is when he asked me to help him with his hair before he went to a party.. My sweet dandy little bro.. He is a whiner but I love him.. If I could give hm a disneyland I probably would.. I knew the reasons why he wants lots of stuffs and I knew why is he a whiner because I’ve gone through the life he is on right now.. He is smart,,, he is smarter than me.. I don’t think I ever tell him that I love him but my first summer in US,, my first break without him,, I miss him a lot..!! We used to hang out and do stuffs together during breaks and that time  was alone.. I miss fighting with him.. If you happen to read this mike,, yes I love you..!! and I miss you..!! and whatever I promised you I will full fill it..! coz I promised..

They are the colors of my lives..!! he reasons why I smile though my heart is aching.. My mom called me today and her sibling were in Indonesia because my granma is sick and talked to my granma and two cousins and aunts and of course my mom.. I cried so bad.. I miss them a lot..!! I wish I could be there with themm with my granma especially.. I cried because I love them and wish to she them again..
I hope God blesses them always.. They are my angels.. I really really miss them..

Surprise??

Posted in Uncategorized on +00002009-07-05T18:46:05+00:00312009bUTCSun, 05 Jul 2009 18:46:05 +0000 10, 2007 by just4chel

hmm.. It’s been a while since my last update..

Bad news,, my granma fell and had her L bone fractured..
Good news,, my aunt who am I living with is in Indo now.. She brought my dell laptop to Indonesia,, which was upset me.. well,, my mom wanted it.. and asked me to buy a new one..
And it was hard for me.. first I hate spending that much money.. second,, I hate windows vista.. -.-
But,, I have to buy a new one..

Which I did just know.. I had been searching for days.. I fell in love with the dell studio14.. I wanted the 13 one coz my previous laptop was 15″4 and it was big and heavy.. I hated it.. I want a smaller one.. but the studio doesn’t have 13″ so I had to get the 14″ which I think it’s ok..

The thing I don’t like about it.. is that.. the optical hard drive is external.. but other than that.. everything is ok..
Lemme post the spec down here. .

Model: Dell Studio 14z

Processor: Intel® Core™ 2 Duo P8600, 2.4GHz, 1066Mhz, 3M L2 Cache

Operating system: Genuine Windows Vista® Home Premium Edition SP1, 64-bit

HD Display: Edge-to-Edge 13.3″ HD WXGA LCD with 2.0 Megapixel Camera

Memory: 3GB, DDR3, 1066MHZ, 1 SoDIMM

Hard Drive: 320GB 5400 RPM SATA Hard Drive

Video Card: NVIDIA® GeForce® 9400M G

Plus: Dell Wireless 370 Bluetooth Module (2.1+EDR)

56 WHR 6-CELL LION PRIM BATT

Dell Wireless 1397 802.11g Half Mini Card

That’s about it.. well.. it was kinda expensive.. the total was 1040ish.. and after I submitted the order and reviewed it.. on the address they put Canada instead of California.. CA.!! zomg.. I dunno who’s dumb but I’ll have to call tomorrow..

Anyway.. I’m kindof excited but not really.. wel.. we’ll see.. ;)