too happy..

Dunno if it’s weird to be happy about this.. haha..

I’m just so happy that I chatted with shinhee..!!! one of youtube artist that I really like.. I just love his voice so much.. maybe he’s the second best after David choi.. If I happend to chat with david Choi I probably would have died in happiness.. hahaha. .

Yeaa..  thanks facebookk..!! so,, I’m friend with him in facebook.. and he was online and I called him.. first coz I was asking for MP3 of him for radio purpose.. (Next broadcast topic would be ‘youtube artist’ too bad it’s gonna be in Indonesian,, or I would’ve email all the youtube artist to stay tuned) I asked for his MP3 well,, eventho he has no original or not as famous as david choi/Aj Rafael/Gabe bondoc BUT..!! I think his voice is better than AJ/Gabe hahaha.. oh well..

and we ended up chatting talking about school and stuffs.. not so long tho,, but it’s enough to make me soo happy..

Next youtuber is singingdork888 ..!!! will be hard.. >< but I wanna talk about him too.. I love some of his covers like the love story one.. haha..

David Choi..!! well,, he’s sharing his mp3 so, there’s no reason for bugging him and ask him for his mp3.. and his original music can be bought from itunes/amazon which I did.. hahaha..

I’m honestly really excited for me next broadcast and introducing these new voices to the listener… and after the preview I gave last time, some of the listeners seemed interested.. haha.. anytime..

can’t wait…

Jujur plus Curhat..

Stela gw liat2 poto2 gw dan dari pengalaman2 sebelomnya.. kayaknya kalo smua ini essay gw udah ada di paragraf2 trakhir dmana gw bentar lagi bakal bikin konklusi kalo gw tuh gak demen moto2 orang/human/people/model..
Mungkin gw bakal nyoba bikin beberapa paragraf lagi untuk nyari2 bahan potoan yang orang/event/model untuk wrap up konklusi gw..

Hmm.. gw sampe skarang lebih enjoy moto bunga/macro dan still life.. kayak gw bisa bikin2 cerita sendiri dengan gw yang ngatur semua settingnya.. gak butuh mood orang,, gak butuh nunggu expresi orang.. Gw lebih hepi untuk bisa ngatur mood ndiri,, ngatur kompo sendiri,, dkk..

tapi bagian curhatnya.. gw tuh kekeuh untuk bisa suka sama people photography kind of thing,, karena dari situlah elo bisa menghasil kan sesuatu (uang).. Contohnya moto event,, moto wedding,, prewed,, model photo keluarga.. tapi setiap gw mao ngedit poto kagak ada tuh gw rasa hepi editing..
Beda sama pas gw moto2 macro or still life,, gw bisa berjem2 di depan lighting set darurat gw cuma bwt figure out gmana gw bisa bikin still life gw ada ceritanya and at the same time bagus warnanya lalu pas ngeditnya bisa bisa lagi berpuluh2 menit gonta ganti warna..

Gw jadi bingung.. huwh.. tough.. tough.. gwa masih nyoba terus sieh.. blon slese nyobaa…. dan masih penasaran knapa gw gak demen moto orang.. knapa tiap moto orang gw gak bisa bikin suasananya.. whyyyyyy……………  gw jd stress dan puyeng ndiri haha..

Aniwae,, ya gtu dah lagi hmm.. I wouldn’t say dilemma sieh.. apa ya namanya.. hahaha.. kagak tau ahh..

btw,, my first wiken of my summer breaakk..!!! 9 more weeks to goo..!!

Ten Weeks…

Goshhhh…. 10 weekks of breakk just started..!!!!!! I hounestly have no plan for summer.. Most likely just staying home andn do nothing..

Or ‘On-air-ing’ all the time.. I’ll start radio djing again.. Stay tuned at www.kaskusradio.com !!! I’ll be there sometimes… haha.. or just check out my ym/msn status I will most likely put it up there when I’m on air..

My break started with fun party.. and I’ll probably call up my girls to hang out somewhere..
and hmm.. ALex too..!!! that dude has to go.. He’s frickin going to Georgia.. -.-

Aniwae,, hopefully my summer won’t be as boring as I thout it would be..
Heyy..!! studying SAT would be fun.. I mean not fun I mean good idea but I’m so not into studying.. argghh… no don’t wanna study… no moreee study..!!! but.. I’ve to.. ><

Photo editing sounds much more interesting to me.. hahahaha.. But I have to study SAT for God sake..!! goosshhhh………

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“I enjoyed every part of it..”

I’ve been in US for like 3 years.. and I’ve also been to a lot of  parties..  Today was the funnest,, coolest,, just I was just happy being there..

It was the De Anza Graduation Party.. The ISO held it and they asked me to help ‘em to be a photographer.. Which I did and I had fun doing it..
Even though I just knew most of them today but they were hecka nice and I would say crazy..

I went there around 3pm and got there at 4pm It was in a hotel in Palo Alto.. I helped a bit decorating the hall.. which was fun.. til about 5 pm I came back home to change.. the girls had to dress up and do make up stuff.. and since I was the photographer I was wearing black pants and black shirt.. I thought I would feel awkward since all the girls would wear dress but it was ok.. haha..

When we got there at 6:30 ish the place was changed it’d been decorated and was so cool and elegant yet romantic.. Btw,, the theme was masqurade.. The was a cute photo booth where u can get ur picture taken and I stayed there for some times.. Then when the party start I was running around and trying to capture every moment..!!!

What’s so not fun?? hmm.. Holding 450D + 17-55 f2.8 + ext flash = Painfull..!!!! It was hella heavy.. for a while holding it was ok.. but after like 1 hour and more it was killing my left hand..!! and after sometimes It was hot in there coz I didn’t stop moving..
I knew that being a photographer in an Indonesian event would be tiring because everyone is narciss.. hahhahaa.. not offense.. Narcism isn’t a crime guys..!! lol.. again,, yet it was fun..

For me the most fun part maybe when they sing so many different songs and some of them are Indonesian.. it reminded me of my past with my besties..

Anyway,, Thanks for a great night.. hahahha..

website..

erhhmm.. hmm.. gw lagi planning mao mbikin or nyewa domain ndiri nieh buat galler gw..

Jadinya bisa www.terserahgw.com tapi yang njadi masalah adalah.. namanya apahh.. -.-
Most likely gw bakal nyewa dr FN.. soalnya itung2 donate ke salah satu website kesayangan.. 70 dollar staon dah dapet template.. secara gw mah gaptek gw pake yang ada template ajeh mah dah puas kok.. hehehe..

Pake nama apaaa yaaaaaaaaaaa….

kangen KR..

Pgi2 nungguin kamar mandi kosong gw baca2 blog ini.. yang page nya komen2 anak2 radio ttg gw..

GW KANGEN RADIO.. dan gw tau kalo bentar lagi rasa kangen gw bakal terobati.. karena hopefully gw bakal jau2 dr dunia aneh yang menyibukan gw.. -.- hopefully gw bisa siaran sering lagihh.

Kangen sama mellow session.. huhuhuhuhu.. dengerin lagu mellow di temenin puluhan orang.. abis itu di omelin gara2 pagi2 muterinnya lagi mellow.. lol.. oh well.. hahaha..

Kangen treak2 dan gokil2an di radio… hahha..

Skola tinggal DUA.. DUUUAAAAAAA hari lagihhhhh….. abis itu libur 10 minggu.. buahahahhaahhahahahhah..

Confidence..

Udah lama nggak blogging.. Ys I’ve been soo busy lately..
My Junior year became harder in 2nd semes.. Or maybe it’s just me being lazier.. I dunno.. haha.. And I’ve been practicing badminton lately.. season started couple weeks ago.. and.. Thank God.. My body adapted pretty fast so I only had like 2 days of sore.. thanks to salonpass for the wamrth.. LOL.. and I’m applying for middle college program.. Which a program that let me go to de Anza for my sr year.. erhhmm.. yeaaa.. busy..

So today was our first game against other school.. Well.. it was a practice game for the Varsity.. My games went well.. Chalisa and I won both games against homestead and Newark.. erhmm yeaa.. It was a great thing winning two games in a day.. It boosted up my confidence.. I was a lil afraid going to varsity even tho.. I played for varsity several time.. In JV I used to win.. and I hate losing.. and I know being in Varsity means you need to be ready to face many other good players..

Badminton for me was 50% sports and 50% fun.. So.. It’s fun to be the winner… But in JV I don’t have that much challenge yes. I got bored.. and I finally I seriously made it in to Varsity and playing with a different partner..  Now that I’m confident hopefully I’ll help my team to get back our varsity victory..

I promise I’ll do better.. I miss playing on JV tho.. no pressure.. coz I know whatsoever I’ll win.. Oh well.. the season has started.. and let the games beginn..

Crappy Days..

Gw lagi sama ketuanya photo club gw.. stoopid HS kid.. -.-
Jadi di skola gw bakal ada jazz dance coming up this sat.. dan kita di mintai tolong bwt jd photographernya.. dan nanti yang di potoin bakal bayar kita dkk gtu..

The problems are…!!! kita gak punya skill n gear yet.. kalo skill mungkin some of us has.. tapi khan kalo moto gtu an gak asal jepret shutter.. gw pernah ngalamin moto di yang sdikit ‘professional’ gakl segampang yang gw kita dan gak sekedar mencet shutter doank..!! dan gear.. SIAPA AJAH YANG PUNYA DSLR????masa moto under lighting minim make lensa kit… apa gak ngeblur smua tuh poto.. plus we don’t have f’in’ studio equipment..!!!!!!!

dan diaa childishly and stoopidly nanya ke gw untuk beli lighting euipment yang harganya 180 dollar.. dan katanya kalo kita gak beli tuh benda2 kita gak di kasi moto.. gw bilang yaa.. fcuk themm lahh..!! gak moto ya gak moto.. emanknya yang punya acara dan butuh photographer cuma anak2 jazz doank.. lalu gw tanya.. emank kita punya brapa duid di azz kita.. taunya cuma $144.. trus gw yang wtf…!?!??! apa dia gak pernah ambil kelas bisnis yee?? ato dia faill di kelas bisnis???? contoh2 impulse buyer tuh..!!  lah iya kalo kita make profit kalo kagak?? tuh acara in 5 days.. kita punya plan juga kagak.. dasar orang bawang napsu dodol..

Dia bilang dia gak mao ngelewatin this opportunities.. gw bilang fcuk u lahhh.. opportunities.. mukee loo ruwettt… gara2 lo mikirin opportunities yang messed up satu club.. gw sampe enegggg jelasinnya.. sampe akhirnya gw bilang ya nanya ke advisorlahh.. dan Thank God advisornya bilang we couldn’t make it.. ya dia terserah kita mao beli ato nggaknya tapi itu emank sounds impossible..  akhirnya tuh ketua bawang dodol keluar dr kelas denagn BT.. emank gw peduli.. lagian tuh anak kyk baru punya duid mao di spend smua.. -.-

kalo ada yang pengen banget punya lighting set ya mungkin gw lebih pengen dr pd diee kalii yee.. secara gw dah take photography more seriously than her.. gw juga sering ngebayangin moto2 model di bawah lampu2.. tapi juga mikir pake otak kali sbelomm jalanin something..  jangan kyk anak SD punya duid langsung di blanjain.. Plus juga lighting set 180 dollar?? dapet lampu plus umbrella itu kyk apaan??? buset dahhh.. barang murah kok di percaya.. gw minta linknya gak di kasi2..

Gw sampe bilang ke temen gw kmaren.. either gw gilaa dan mreka mebli lighting setnya.. atao gw bakal sinting dan mreka gak dapet lightuing set nya juga… dan gw dah mayan sintigg jelasinn sampe mulut bebuusaaa.. akhirnya thank God banget yang atasan juga bilang nggak.. Gw bingung sama tuh bawang dodol.. gw jelasin sedetil2 dia kekeuh banget sama gw.. giliran advisor ngomong yang intinya sama kyk kata2 gw.. tuh dodol baru diem.. !@$#%&(@&%$^@*

Gw gakk akaaaaaaannnnn.. daftar jd officer lagi taon depan.. jd member santai ajah lah gw..  puyeng puyeng puyeng..
superrr beteee..

List..

erhmm.. Wish list or goal list??

Let’s see what it is..

- Ipod Touch –> I’ll buy and Itouch if I get a job and That’ll be my reward for getting a new job..
- 70-200 f2.8 IS USM –> Hopefully by the end of 2010 I’ll buy that white bazooka with my own money..
- Full Frame body + IR-ing my 450D –> by the end of 2012..

Those are the ‘big’ thing that I wanna get.. but I also have a lot of ’small’ stuffs that I wanna have..

By the end of 2009,
- Itouch
- Roller blade
- backpack for SLR
- Filter (+10 macro filter, CPL, grad ND)
- PSP for my bro
- Laptop/Desktop

By June 2010,
- To bring my mom,, dad and bro to eat at Texas road house,, Maggianos,, Cheesecake factories,, Shantung,, Koi Palace,, Santa Ramen,, etc
- To buy my bro shoes,, games,, clothes,, etc
- Tickets for Disneyland,, Universal studios and California’s adventure
- To buy my mom a handbag (I’ve been wanting to buy her a handbag)

By the end of 2010,
- Telephoto lens (70-200 f2.8 IS USM)
- Ball Head Tripod

By the end of 2011,
- Wide angle lens (12-24mm)
- External Flash
- Ticket SFO-CGK

Oh God.. I’ve so many stuffs.. >< I need to work my butt off to get the money.. I don’t care if I have to walk/bike to get to the place.. I just wanna work.. but I also promise my self not to ignore my studies while I’m working.. I must have at least 3.2 GPA.

I can do it, can’t I?? I can..!! Of course I can.. why not?? I seriously prove it that I can…!!
Can’t wait for summer.. I’m getting jobs…. >o<

Vday?? dance? prom??

Every oneee.. likeee… everyy singlee person in my school is talking about Vday.. prom.. dann saddy dance..
I was like.. geezz guyss.. -.-

I’m not that excited for Valentine day coz.. well,, I guess valentine day is just special for someone that has somebody.. and well.. I thought I can have my some special time with God.. which I’m planning to do is going to an organization and sharing my loves by giving chocos..

Saddy dance… I’m not going.. and I’m not asking anybody… (Period)

Prom.. Whatsoever…!!! I’m nott goingggggg…!!! by that means I won’t show up that night..!!!
Why??? first of all.. and probably that’s the most important reason.. that I don’t feel comfortable in a place like that.. I mean the dancing and everything… and I won’t have funn..

You might thought I’m one of the most boring person or something.. But that’s mee.. the ‘new’ mee.. I like to alone lately.. and All of those stuffs parties just won’t make me happy..

In conclusionn,, I’M NOT GOING WHATSOEVER..!!! stop askingg..!!! -.-